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My eternal bestest of friend a.k.a.'twin' sister a.k.a 'are-you-lesbian' better half asked me why haven't I blogged for a long long time. Well, I am rsuper hyper busy these days. Was seconded to answer Singapore calls(MaxOnline) promo, a joint promo between HP and StarHub. Yep wierd it may sound but know wat.....at times I do miss the nasty Singaporeans. I mean the way they shout and demand and ask for an apology letter is awesome hehehehehehehehe. I wonder wht that apology letter is for? For them to have it framed and put on the walls of their home or for ego-centric purposes....strange lah.....I wonder if these people have a special file just to keep for reference sake or for them to show it to their ancestors heheheheheheheh.....kelakar lah Sporeans ni. Not all lah but most of them. Cant blame them lah...they work hard for the money and courtesy campaigns in Spore failed lah long long time ago :)

 

Okay, let me recap what had happened so far???? Alamak tak ingat semua la.

 

Just that I had fun last weekend for the BBQ and Noris came down! It was really a break ah...and this was not planned way in advance. It is a last minute thingy and it turned out very well indeed. Good food and good companion. I had a very good talk with my group of nephews and nieces. They were scared to open up in the beginning but I told them it's either I know now or later. Which ever way, i still know it and since I am an auntie....I may be able to help! THE TRICK worked! Hahahaha...but nothing too serious la...they just confessed that they have bfs and gfs. And we discussed abt wht to expect for their next milestone....

 

Had talks to Abg RZ abt the playschool and he is receptive abt our plan. I believe that he is also impressed that Noris and me did our homework hehehehe. Oklah hopefully it turns out fine lah.

 

Ok...gtg...I have non stop ringing calls for the whole day. And I am so tired coz I just arrived from Malacca this morning and had to take a half day leave to hybernate.

19th Syawal

Wah it has been a while huh? But what to do.......I just dunno what to write coz there's too many things to say. And it seems that I have forgotten 3/4 of it teehehehehehehehehehehe.

 

I celebrated raya with Dee's family on first day in Bentong. How much I missed my family back in Spore. My eldest brother and along came to Mansor's aunt place in Bentong coz they want so much to meet Aqim. Hai terubat jugak rindu hehehehehe.....

 

Surprisingly I didnt eat that much. Perhaps I just miss my mom's rendang, sambal goreng, daging masak merah, kuah kacang, bla bla bla. I am not saying the food my mil and sil cooked tak syiok tapi it is just different la. Tapi my mil is soo generous....she cooked rendang till 15kg, ayam 6 ekor...macam nak buat kenduri kawin. Then that night we packed some food coz my mil want to give it to my mom.

 

2nd day we reached Spore....in the arms of my family. Parked our car at Ernie's place at Taman Perling. Terimakasih lah Ernie.....then ayah came to fetch us there. Sampai Tuas checkpoint, ayah on the radio and Noris dedicated me and family a raya song....wah just nice man...thanks beb. At home nothing much happened lah coz we arrived on 2nd day only right. Next day I visitred mak(esah). She seemed ok but with bapak(dol) absence, I cud feel the place is really empty. Inside me, yep I miss him. Tulis ni pun terasa sebak.

 

Met Reza and Feisal. They came to my place then we went over to Noris' place then to Toa Payoh. Had wanted to purchase a handphone but i tot why not I make use of ayah's StarHub voucher. With that $200voucher, Dee got a Siemens M65. Not bad at all lah.

 

Ok to generalise it all, yep ada bebebrapa drama lah kat rumah. Especially when Cik Hafiz and isteri 'bertuah' dia came for raya. Their jaws dropped to the ground when they saw Faizah there. Both nampak malu and cried lah. But ayah and abang Wahid tak nak buat scene there coz it is raya. They will meet up again some other time to address the issue. (While I am writting this, kak Anim smsd and said that our place is going to be a mahkamah coz Cik Hafiz and entire family is going to come to talk abt Faizah). According to Kak Anim, abg Wahid will do the talking and will get Hafiz to take Faizah back to their home in Pasir Ris by next week. Bukan apa sebab Faizah takde passport and my parents nak balik Melaka susah. We hv our plans too apa. Then Hafiz and family macam tak hirau jer......that is his excess baggage, not us!! Anyways, wherever we visited, the talk will be abt Faizah, Nek nah and Cik Hafiz takut bini....hmmm......

 

Well we will see what happens la tonite. I just hope everything is smooth and steady. I cant come down so all I can do is the end result is favourable to all. Cik Hafiz pun satu...takut sangat ngan bini dia yg mengada2 tu.

 

Now it is already December. Dee asked me what is my resolution for next year. I said i cant say much lah but I hope I can shed some weight and get try for 2nd baby next year. Macam contradicting gitu. Nak loose weight tapi nak ada baby...oklah turn it another way round....have baby and then loose weight hehehehehe. Then I want to concentrate on Aqim too. Will try to get him a nursery or playschool. I want him to be independant coz he is the eldest child. I also want to work hard to achieve my dream to have my own business. Amin!

 

Ok ...adios......

I will be on long leave. So no updates till 22nd Nov......

 

Today Yasser Arafat will be buried. He died yesterday in Paris at t he  age of 75....Innalillahi wainnailaihirrojiuun...Alfatehah.......

 

Next week will be my one week PH/Annual Leave days. So I will start my leave tmrw till 21st Nov. Aku nak lepak and let off the stress for the whole entire week hehehehehehehehehe.

 

Today I learn a lesson(Aqim please remember this dear) that:

* If u want to help someone, do it in the name of ALLAH

* If someone needs your help, and he/she betrays you...forgive them.....

* Don't create hassle for yourself, think befor you help others coz at the end of the day u  may not be appreciated

* Think of your family and yur well being first before others

* Keep yourself free from hatred. Revenge is never an asnwer, let the One up there do His job

* If you are angry, don't keep it inside. Let it out...the best way is to write journals(go to www.blogger.com hehehehehe)

 

Th ese  are the things I am going to bring with me for the rest of my lives. Many times I get hurt by helping people. Either the friendship backfires or the person that I assisted betray my trust. Many times my dear husband and my darling mak told me : "Dun push yourself to the edge just to help others. Buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jangan sekali". But I never t ook  those statemt seriously. Many times  I gave in to those people who have hurt me so bad and that particular person act as if there was nothing....... But now I know. Now I realise that good deeds at times will not pay off before your eyes. Good deeds will be recognized by Allah. Mak always say, Silence is Golden. Mak u are right. Now that I realised how much you've tot me and I just keep it aside. Perhaps you have gone through what I am going through now and dont wish it  would happen to me. But mak, it did. And I learn from here. I will pass it on to the offsprings but the offsprings may also do like wht I did...put on deaf ears. Well, human will not learn until they make a mistake.

 

I will not implant grudges within me....it will make me sore

I will not talk much more..coz it will make me hurt

I will just keep myself positive

And walk tall coz I have nothing to lose

 

Ok no more sad stories. Now I am focussing with the Hari Raya celebration and looking forward to go back to Spore for a week. Will have a breather and smell those fresh air and let all the negative elements out of my system.

 

Once again......... Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Minal Aidil Wal Faizin. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Dam dam dum bunyi mercun......hehehehehe