I will be on long leave. So no updates till 22nd Nov......

 

Today Yasser Arafat will be buried. He died yesterday in Paris at t he  age of 75....Innalillahi wainnailaihirrojiuun...Alfatehah.......

 

Next week will be my one week PH/Annual Leave days. So I will start my leave tmrw till 21st Nov. Aku nak lepak and let off the stress for the whole entire week hehehehehehehehehe.

 

Today I learn a lesson(Aqim please remember this dear) that:

* If u want to help someone, do it in the name of ALLAH

* If someone needs your help, and he/she betrays you...forgive them.....

* Don't create hassle for yourself, think befor you help others coz at the end of the day u  may not be appreciated

* Think of your family and yur well being first before others

* Keep yourself free from hatred. Revenge is never an asnwer, let the One up there do His job

* If you are angry, don't keep it inside. Let it out...the best way is to write journals(go to www.blogger.com hehehehehe)

 

Th ese  are the things I am going to bring with me for the rest of my lives. Many times I get hurt by helping people. Either the friendship backfires or the person that I assisted betray my trust. Many times my dear husband and my darling mak told me : "Dun push yourself to the edge just to help others. Buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jangan sekali". But I never t ook  those statemt seriously. Many times  I gave in to those people who have hurt me so bad and that particular person act as if there was nothing....... But now I know. Now I realise that good deeds at times will not pay off before your eyes. Good deeds will be recognized by Allah. Mak always say, Silence is Golden. Mak u are right. Now that I realised how much you've tot me and I just keep it aside. Perhaps you have gone through what I am going through now and dont wish it  would happen to me. But mak, it did. And I learn from here. I will pass it on to the offsprings but the offsprings may also do like wht I did...put on deaf ears. Well, human will not learn until they make a mistake.

 

I will not implant grudges within me....it will make me sore

I will not talk much more..coz it will make me hurt

I will just keep myself positive

And walk tall coz I have nothing to lose

 

Ok no more sad stories. Now I am focussing with the Hari Raya celebration and looking forward to go back to Spore for a week. Will have a breather and smell those fresh air and let all the negative elements out of my system.

 

Once again......... Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Minal Aidil Wal Faizin. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Dam dam dum bunyi mercun......hehehehehe

 

 

 

 

Happy Deepavali...maaf zahir & batin hehehehee

 

Hari ni raya India. Berdentam dentum bunyi mercun kat my place. Kesian Mustaqim. His sweet slumber was disturbed. Dia macam mengigau lah semalam. Bangun and then mummble his baby words and caught a glance of the mini fireworks from our bedroom. He was in my arms then suddenly less than 5 minutes, kepala terlentuk2. Hahahahaha....Cartoon lah si bocah ni.

 

Oh tmrw will be my last day updating my blog. Coz I will not have time to on my blog when i am in Spore. Yes I am going to Spore on 2nd day of raya and will be there will tne end of the week. So, to those who are reading this,

 

Tiada yang sempurna ,

kecuali Allah Yang Maha Kuasa

Tiada yang kekal makhluk didunia

Salah dan dosa pasti ada  diantara kita

Pintu ma'af adalah jalan ke sorga

Allah Maha Pengampun terhadap makhluknya

Ungkapan yang tulus dai lubuk hati terdalam

 

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1425H

 Minal Aidin Wal Faidzin

MOHON MAAF LAHIR & BATIN

Nurul and Family

 

 

 

Kuih semua dah buat dah. Rumah semua dah serbi serbi siap. Tunggu masa nya aja. This year abit sebak lah coz raya without my family first time. I will be with Dee's family first. Tapi yelah dah ada rumahtangga kena give and take lah right. But I am excited to meet my parents, siblings, relatives and friends soon....yahooooo....ish ish ish macam budak kecik.

 

Besok i will update with more news la...nanti balik raya mesti byk citer lagi. Ini mlm, mlm angka ganjil, nak kena buat ibadah lebih2...all i want is Murahkan rezeki, panjangkan usia, diberikan kesihatan yang mantap, kesejahteraan keluarga, lindungi keluarga, kuatkan iman, and dapat anak yang solih....Amin...Ya Rabbal Alamin.

 

Adiossssssss

 

 

 

Adoiiiiiii

I wrote a very long long long long updates and tetiba jer hilang! FRUSTRATED BETUL!!!! Ya Allah.....tabahkan hati aku..sesungguhnya aku berpuasa....Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin... Ini apa case nie aku kena tulis balik???(Nyah got the hint? Sapa punya trademark ni?) Sigh..wat did i write ah? Alamak!!!!! Oh I was saying, I got my passport back. I shud be getting it by today. So just in time to celebrate Raya with families back home. Ini kerja orang bodoh ni...Sat on my application for donkey years(2months to be exact) and made me worried. After some arguments and my blood pressure went up, I managed to get my passport. Tulah susah lah kalau depend on work permit. And kat sini nak kena push baru orang buat. Everytime I go out of my house I am worried coz I do not have any travelling documents with me. Buat nya kalau kena tangkap, amit amit jambang bai.... Oh I also wrote that Noris came to shop for raya here. Nak citer balik maleh lah.... But in short, she got wat she supposed to buy lah. So her trip is somewhat worth it. Tapi kesian beg berat la...now dia complain aching tangan dia hahahahahahaha. Aqim tu macam fascinated ngan Noris. Mana Noris pi..dia pun nak ikut. Membontot.....that is the exact word. And tunjuk kepandaian dia tu.....show off hahahahahahahaha. Yesterday i did tarts again. Tonite nak buat honey cornflakes again. Nak kasi orang lah. Penat giler nie and very very sleepy yawnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!! But my spirit for the day is still there lah. Aqim pulak this morning gave me a cute flying kiss, his style la. That will keep me awake for the next few hours. Cant wait to go home coz he will greet me with his cheeky dimpled smile heheheheheheh....anak aku tu..haiiiiii :)