Didn't you know....

Lately, I've received similar question. "So I heard you've submitted your resignation. Got a job in SG already ah?" Wow news travels like lightning yeah. Well I've finally tendered the letter and nope a job has yet to be found. You asked me if I am worried? Yes I am but somehow I have to manage them. Decisions are made after deep thoughts and rounds of consultations. And the man of my life agreed to the decision and applaud it. Not that he is happy that I will be jobless but he will see his wife with less job stress. Thanks hubby.

I appreciate the understanding of a handful of friends and the motivation to move on. I don't know how to explain this but at this period, I require understanding. You see, just so if someone who knows me is reading my blog, I want to reinstate that I only report to Dee when I have to. I don't see a necessity to explain, self-defend, entertain, reply to some(or one) species(y) who do(does) not understand the language of the world. It will just boil me when I have to answer a narrative or multiple choice questions. Our 'relationship' is so over some 10years back. Or I don't know if it was a relationship. Don't get overly excited that I am going back to SG coz it is not meant to excite you. I do it for some reasons. Please lah eh....don't bug me. I am tired to answer your questions. I am tired to argue with you. I don't enjoy having a conversation with you coz you always want to be the last person to state a point. You always scrutize every damn word I say and your overused statement "I thought you said.....". I hate it when you rephrase my statements. Sometimes, why I said what I had to say was to put a stop to your perpertual questions. PENAT LAH OOOI! Takde kerja lain eh? I agree, when I first talked to you I enjoyed every bit of it. Sometimes I missed it. But when your concerns changed to interrogation, damn I hate it to bits! Even listening to your voice is such a pain. If you don't want me to run away from you, then stop chasing! I don't need you to protect me coz I have my Dee.

Gosh! I am still not contented la. I hope whoever this post is meant for, can understand that you are strangling me to death slowly but surely. All I need is to just leave me in my world of friends who knows how and where to draw a line.

To peeps who are there for me, I need your favor to chant your prayers so that I land myself a job soon.

Termination of Service

After 5 years 7months 11days, finally the day has come for me to write this letter. Although no golden handshake, I've just got to do what I have to do.





xxxxxxxxxx Sdn Bhd
Menara TA One
Jalan P. Ramlee
52500 Kuala Lumpur

20 March 2008

Dear Madam,

Termination of Service

I regret to inform you of my decision to resign from this company as an Inbound Telesales Exec.

I hereby give you 2 month’s notice of my service with you. I would, however, like to take this opportunity to express my gratitude to you for all the guidance during my tenure here. My days with your firm have indeed been a very pleasant period of my career.

Thank you for the great opportunity.




Yours sincerely,



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c.c. xxxxxxxxxxx
Sales Manager
xxxxxxxxxxxx(Sales) Sdn. Bhd.

1st entry for the year 2008

Yes...at last I am here. It's been a while. Thanks Faheem for reminding me. Have been busy. You've been here and you know how it is like, yeah.

Nothing new so far. Its all status quo. I have decided to go back home for good. But alot of things needs to be settled. I have been running aroung like mad dog. Applied for apartment in SG, send kids PR forms, then hubby's then look for jobs. Cari opportunities and the list goes on and on.

I have been back to Singapore for short trips. Either to go for interview or to be there with my mom when she had to go for check ups. I dont stay for a week just a couple of days or even a day trip. So for those who thinks that I go to Singapore for leisure, then too bad. I go for a reason. Twice, I left my kids at home and go on my own coz it will be hectic for them to run around with me when I am there.

Sorry to the people whom I have informed I will be able to meet when I am in SG but in the end couldnt meet at all. The heart is yearning to meet friends but how I wish we have 48hours in a day. I dont expect people to understand me. Well if only the positions are switched, people will understand better. I will be there for good anyways, and I hope it will happen soon. So don't be judgemental and don't shoot before aiming.

My personal problems are mine and i dont think people will care to understand. If you think I am talking crap and giving all sorts of excuse, then be it. My mom needs attention and she is the most vital person in my life at this point of time. If you have the heart, go visit her and you will know what I am talking about. As at now, i am just taking one step at a time. Dont worry, i still owe you and I will pay my dues when the flow is in. That is one reason why I want to come back. So meanwhile, thanks for the message. I will keep it.