1st entry for the year 2008

Yes...at last I am here. It's been a while. Thanks Faheem for reminding me. Have been busy. You've been here and you know how it is like, yeah.

Nothing new so far. Its all status quo. I have decided to go back home for good. But alot of things needs to be settled. I have been running aroung like mad dog. Applied for apartment in SG, send kids PR forms, then hubby's then look for jobs. Cari opportunities and the list goes on and on.

I have been back to Singapore for short trips. Either to go for interview or to be there with my mom when she had to go for check ups. I dont stay for a week just a couple of days or even a day trip. So for those who thinks that I go to Singapore for leisure, then too bad. I go for a reason. Twice, I left my kids at home and go on my own coz it will be hectic for them to run around with me when I am there.

Sorry to the people whom I have informed I will be able to meet when I am in SG but in the end couldnt meet at all. The heart is yearning to meet friends but how I wish we have 48hours in a day. I dont expect people to understand me. Well if only the positions are switched, people will understand better. I will be there for good anyways, and I hope it will happen soon. So don't be judgemental and don't shoot before aiming.

My personal problems are mine and i dont think people will care to understand. If you think I am talking crap and giving all sorts of excuse, then be it. My mom needs attention and she is the most vital person in my life at this point of time. If you have the heart, go visit her and you will know what I am talking about. As at now, i am just taking one step at a time. Dont worry, i still owe you and I will pay my dues when the flow is in. That is one reason why I want to come back. So meanwhile, thanks for the message. I will keep it.