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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Kenapalah manusia suka dengan cheap publicity ya....

 
KOMEN BALAS ANUAR ZAIN

Tiba-tiba nama Roslan Aziz kembali panas.Kritikannya kembali terdengar. Tidak hairanlah kerana demam Malaysian Idol muncul lagi. Dan Roslan sekali lagi terpilih untuk menjadi juri bersama Paul Moss dan Fauziah Latif. Paling menarik kali ini bukan hanya peserta sahaja yang menjadi mangsa kritikan pedas dan laser beliau, malah tempiasnya sampai kepada artis yang sudah mencipta namanya.

Roslan tanpa berselindung baru-baru ini memberi komen tentang vokal dan kemampuan penyanyi lelaki popular Anuar Zain dalam sebuah majalah hiburan ( Bukan terbitan Karangkraf ). Menurut Roslan, Anuar Zain adalah seorang penyanyi yang ada vokal yang baik tapi dia tidak tahu menyanyi dan kerana itulah dia menyanyi over. Katanya lagi, vokalnya memang hebat tetapi tiada bimbingan yang betul serta Anuar sendiri menghancurkan lagunya.

Bagi sesetengah pihak komen ikhlas ini boleh di salah ertikan. Ia seolah-olah memperkecilkan kredibiliti Anuar sebagai penyanyi yang boleh dikatakan telah banyak 'makan garam' dan dijadika idola bukan hanya peminat malah dikalangan artis sendiri. Penulis menghubungi Anuar untuk meminta pandangannya terhadap teguran itu.

Dengan tenang Anuar berkata, " Saya menyanyi dari dalam jiwa, vokal kita, cara nyanyian dan cara penyampaian kita ada orang suka, ada yang tidak. Kalau tak suka nak buat macamana? Kita bagi apa yang kita ada."

" Bagi saya semuanya terletak pada mesej. Ada yang suka cara nyanyian straight,. Ada yang suka cara nyanyian yang berlainan. taste masing-masing terletak pada perasaan. Saya tak kisah orang suka ke tak suka. Pada saya tak ada masalah. Orang ni macam-macam citarasanya. Ada yang suka warna biru, ada yang suka warna pink yang penting cara penyampaian kita bawa seikhlas-ikhlasnya. Apa yang kita rasa, feel dalam penyampaian sesebuah lagu itu hanya kita yang tahu. Penerimaan terletak kepada pendengar. Suka, sukalah, tak suka tak apa. Macam kalau kita nak beli kereta Getz, orang lain cakap kereta Aveo lagi baik, tapi kalau kita dah suka dan nak beli juga kereta tu, itu hak kita. Saya buat apa yang saya rasa sesuai dan puas ati. Peminat suka, itu paling penting. kita tak boleh nak bahagiakan semua orang. No body's perfect.

" Dari segi penerimaan sama seperti yang saya katakan tadi. Masing-masing mempunyai penerimaan dan komen masing-masing. apa orang nak kata, ianya tak memberi masalah dalam kehidupan saya. Saya boleh terima sahaja. Kita boleh tengok dalam diri kita. Kalau rasa sesuai komen tersebut kita ambil jadikan panduan. Saya hormati pendapatnya.

" Sekali lagi saya katakan, kita tak boleh nak puaskan hati semua orang. Saya buat yang terbaik dan bagi peminat saya happy mendengar nyanyian saya. Kalau dia tak suka Anuar Zain nak buat macamana? Kalau dia kata saya hancurkan lagu saya, saya hormatlah. Itu komen dia. Dia tahu apa yang dia cakap. Saya tak boleh nak bagi semua orang suka saya, as long as my fans terima, its okey. Saya rasa saya dah buat yang terbaik dan ramai peminat terima dan happy. Itu sudah memadai buat saya"

Komen dari Anuar ini mungkin cukup memuaskan hati peminatnya. Dia berharap tidak ada peminat yang terasa hati kerana setiap teguran itu, ada baiknya juga.

" Saya hormati komen dia. Bukan senang orang nak komen orang lain. Bermakna dia ambil berat tentang kita. Saya ambil komen tersebut secara positif, nak berjaya kita kena terima komen orang seadanya. Jika kita tidak menerima komen orang lain bermakna kita ego. Tak boleh terima teguran. Bila kita ego, itu zaman kejatuhan kita. Paling penting kita harus menerima pendapat orang dan pandangan orang untuk diri kita. Jangan kecil hati kerana ianya penting untuk diri kita," ujarnya amat tenang dan amat berterima kasih dengan komen-komen ayng diterima

PS: Reading AZ's comment is one hell of a matured statement. I guess if it's me who got this tongue slashing from someone I used to admire, I will jump off my seat. No wonder lah I am not a celebriti. Hehehehehehehe.
 
The suave 'victim'
 
 
 
The villian....I have seen this face somewhere....either in Zoo Negara or Singapore Zoological Gardens....where ah?

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Not good......really not good

 
I really feel like shutting  down  my PC and get out of this office. Not that I am pissed at anyone but I just have no mood to entertain customers that called in. It makes me really want to puke big time. The thought of an s wering queries is making me nausea. I am feeling so uncomfortable now. I kept on rubbing my tummy, forehead, throat, chest, earlobes, neck......where ever I feel  the irritation, with medicated oil. The feeling of going to puke but can't started from morning.....Oh my I really dread it....I WANT TO GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
I am trying to change my focus by replying emails, reading forums, blogs and now writting my blog. In real fact I really not in the mood to do anything but sleep. When will my morning sickness and mood swings go? I am happy being pregnant but I can't take this morning irritation/sickness any longer....Whoaaaaaaa....mommy helppppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
I  had a big honey apple and orange juice for breakfast. Luckily it managed to get settle down in my tummy. I ate bread with sausages but I can't swallow it. I ate banana(I was told it'll help my morning sickness) but it didnt do me any good....aha...i have  biscuits in my drawer....see whtr it will help me later. Frankly, I am super duper hungry but the thought of making  me want to  throw up  later, stops me from munching. I hate to puke in the office toilet....the toilet itself makes me want to puke more....
 
I miss my son. Yesterday I had very little time with him. I came back home and he greeted me at the door and showed a gesture that he puked. He said"...Mi...Tah tah....cuk.." then he walked away. He was trying to tell me that he threw up and it smelt bad hahahahahaha. That is one person I always eager to meet the first thing when i come back home. Middle of the night he woke up. I think it was around 3am. He said.."Mi...yak....cuk..." So I know he meant he pooed and want me to clean him up. I went to the kitchen to put his empty bottle in the sink. When i came back to the room, he was hiding at the back of the door. He cried when Dee switched on the lights. Oh....now I realised that he was doing his 'business' back there and do not want anyone to spot him. He c overed  his face with his two chubby hands and once h e is  done, he took my hand and lead me to the toilet. That was really a business done at wee hours I tell ya.
 
Ok now I am slightly refreshed. I want to go and munch my crackers....burp burp burp(can't stop burping...alot of wind/gas in my abdomen I guess)

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

The magical 'strip' and the 'ridiculous' dream

 
(Message was meant to be sent out on 13th June but due to unforeseen circunstances, it is delayed till today)
 
I couldnt wake up in the morning today as it was pouring heavily and I was comfortably snugging under thick blanket and my son was also getting that warmth from me......Purrrrrrr but I had no choice, I just had to wake up despite the beautiful weather for me to carry on with my marvellous dream. I will touch on that dream I a while later.
 
Anyway, saw the pix attached(Pix can't be attached. Server problem. Illustation: A home pregnancy strip that has two lines in the middle after dipping)? I wanted to have it recorded in this blog coz I want to share it with my son when he can understand better. This is a home pregnancy test kit. I did this test on 4th of June. Yep, when you see two lines meaning it is positive(for those unsure). No wonder I have had this very irritating pain on my back and I brushed it off becoz I tot I carried my washing machine the day before and had it twisted. I just want to thank those who have prayed for me and send me well wishes. Yes, this is really a time I was waiting for. I didnt want the age gap between Ihsan and my next child to be too near or to far apart. Thank the Almighty for his miracle and I hope this foetus that is growing inside will be as bouncy and healthy as it was for Mustaqim Mulyadi Ihsan. However, this time the morning sickness lasted the whole day in opposed to me conceiving Ihsan. I had no morning sickness at all and only threw up once in 9 months. My appetite for this pregnancy is also very bad. My diet now is only plums, sour mango, warm water with a few drops of lemon juice, and biscuts. It seems that I cannot stand the smell of cooked and uncooked food, rice is a no-no, other carbos...I had to take in very small quantity. I am hungry but my throat just cannot accept it and I burp like a pregnant frog. Well, although I do complain but deep down inside me...I am glad my appetite just went off. At least when I am in my full term, I wont be so heavy and the stretcher or the maternity ward beds will not give up on me hehehehehehehheehhehee......God is great! At this moment I am just extremely listless and that is the reason for the late entry to my blog. I just had no spirit to type it. Most of the time in the office I will just look blankly at a piece of paper or the monitor. I felt as if my fingers had 2 pounds on each finger and it seemed heavy. But today because of the dream I had, my spirit is slightly boosted and I am in the mood.
Ok about the dream...... before that at around 1.20pm I was watching MELODI on TV3 and saw ZZ being interviewed. She was responding to a gossip abt her marriage. Well what can u say when one is a public figure yah. So my hubby and me were talking abt how  we admire her and her brother, AZ and her family. How one's upbringing is so important that makes us different from others. How her parents did very well in raising their children and proven how down to earth ZZ and AZ are. They are in the above average category but always deny that fact and said they are just normal average family. So I was telling my hubby that AZ's life partner hopefully will be one of those who is as humble as he is......and my hubby said Siti Nurhaliza is his perfect match. Hahahahahaha.... Well coming from him is surprising coz he hardly know what is going on with the entertainment industry. But well I do agree with him though.
 
Anyway, this conversation was brought into my dreams. I dreamt that I met AZ and ZZ in that dream. They were in a recording studio and I was invited to see them record a duet album. In that dream, I begged AZ to try woo SN. AZ avoided taht question and told me that she is too far fetched. AZ brought me to his apartment. His family was there and I told ZZ can I bring SN along. ZZ told me to talk to AZ.  AZ brushed it away and told him why he brought me to his apmt. he wanted to suprise me with a baby shower party.(macam real ajer) This dream is wierd but u know what....to me it is comical and wonderful coz I never had a chance to meet him personally and in this dreams, it was so clear and I felt close to him. Mana tau mimpi jadi kenyataan....I mean not that I am hoping he will do a baby shower for me but perhaps SN is his match????. Who knows right.....
 
Ok.....enuf of the 'nonsensical' dream. I will update once I am in my high spirits again..........
 
Again, thanks everyone for the duas and the advice.......