1st entry for the year 2008

Yes...at last I am here. It's been a while. Thanks Faheem for reminding me. Have been busy. You've been here and you know how it is like, yeah.

Nothing new so far. Its all status quo. I have decided to go back home for good. But alot of things needs to be settled. I have been running aroung like mad dog. Applied for apartment in SG, send kids PR forms, then hubby's then look for jobs. Cari opportunities and the list goes on and on.

I have been back to Singapore for short trips. Either to go for interview or to be there with my mom when she had to go for check ups. I dont stay for a week just a couple of days or even a day trip. So for those who thinks that I go to Singapore for leisure, then too bad. I go for a reason. Twice, I left my kids at home and go on my own coz it will be hectic for them to run around with me when I am there.

Sorry to the people whom I have informed I will be able to meet when I am in SG but in the end couldnt meet at all. The heart is yearning to meet friends but how I wish we have 48hours in a day. I dont expect people to understand me. Well if only the positions are switched, people will understand better. I will be there for good anyways, and I hope it will happen soon. So don't be judgemental and don't shoot before aiming.

My personal problems are mine and i dont think people will care to understand. If you think I am talking crap and giving all sorts of excuse, then be it. My mom needs attention and she is the most vital person in my life at this point of time. If you have the heart, go visit her and you will know what I am talking about. As at now, i am just taking one step at a time. Dont worry, i still owe you and I will pay my dues when the flow is in. That is one reason why I want to come back. So meanwhile, thanks for the message. I will keep it.

Sayonara 2007

Today is the last day of the year for 2007. How time flies! We will all be one year older and more wiser.

Alot of things happened this year. And hopefully 2008 will be more promising. It is really a roller coaster ride this year. Some can be an eye opener, a wake up call and some can be really dissapointing. I've encountered some pleasant things turned bad and some bad things turned good. But whatever it is, I pray that everyone will have a blessed and prosperous 2008. My resolution is to change myself to have more self confidence. To my beloved family may we have more happy times together. To my good friends(you know who u are), wait for my arrival. I will be back and we shall do our girly stuffs together. Miss u much. To my parents, sisters and brothers, have a blessed year. My love is eternal. Thanks for the shoulder to cry on. To my enemies(if there's any), let's make up and be merry. To my friends, have fun and work on the new resolution. To my colleagues...you guys rock!

Happy New Year All and May God Bless.

Glad I did what I had to do

To hell with whatever. I just hate to be taken for a ride. You need a favor, you asked me prim and proper but once done, you dumped me like an old hag. Sheesh! I said my piece and that will be the last I am going to say. Next, you will see me with a cold shoulder!

God is great. It's never too late to realise. I'm just glad I said it all out. And you didnt even apologize! Such and ego you've got there. You needed space? What space? Take all the space you've got. I'm done!

On a lighter note, nyah I am sorry. All the above was not arrowed to you. I do apologize for not being there for you when I shud have read between the lines. I was really under the weather. Damn foolish me for not being able to understand.

Sorry sorry sorry.

There! I'm not as ego centric as someone out there who just need to be kicked in the arse. Ooops!