Close your gag if you have nothing to say

I am agitated today. Perhaps I was tired or have missed my menses for a month and that could play a part on how I am feeling today. But(I am not trying to be defensive) if you are in the situation I am in right now, I am sure you will feel the same too. Firstly, I do not know when on earth I was given a task to decorate the Indo team's workplace. It is supposed to be a teams' effort but I realise that one team here means....Me, Myself and I. So since I have very little time and very little energy left, I did a small Indo Spa next to me. AND I AM NOT GOING TO DO ANYMORE BECAUSE THE INDONS THEMSELVES AREN'T PUTTING EFFORT!!!!!!

 

And guess what....I am further agitated when someone I thought I could count on starts asking me question like as if I am a criminal. She asked me about why am I taking AL so frequently. She said recenly I just took a long long leave. I said it was not AL, it was Off In Lieu and then hospitalisation leave. And I am taking leave this time not for fun and laughter. I HAVE MOVED TO A NEW PLACE AND I NEED TO UNPACK!!!!!!!!! You see homo sapiens like all of us failed to look into the mirror and scrutinized themselves if they have done the best for their well being. Always so nosey and pick on others but they are no better. It's just in us eh? What about you, dear friend, many a times I have seen you take urgent leaves and your reason was, your child was sick! Ok fine...your child is always falling sick.....but you also have plans to go to NYC for two damn weeks! I am not jealous....I know I cant afford that trip and never dreamt of it.....but at least I realise what/where/when is my priorities. Your question, perhaps, was a simple and no-intention-to-hurt-me. BUT it was really hurting with your cynical intonation, that very simple question was, to me, really sarcastic. Anyway...my word of advice to all and that includes myself...if you really have nothing to say and if u are unsure...if you don't want to ask...then shut up! Coz silence is golden! And oh.....please look at yourself meticulously before judging others. You may already have lost weight, but that does not guarrantee that you are already beautiful. It seems to me that I am better off being alone and aloof. It's better that people don't know me much....I think being mysterious posed to be better than being loud. You may just offend people intentionally or unintentionally and the consequences will be really painful....OUCH!

 

BTW nyah, thanks for listening. At least I felt really better talking to you. We have been friends for the longest time and we know where are our bondaries eh. I really appreciate it lah nyah. People who just knew me yesterday, thinks she knows me a lifetime! Sick eh....haiya......

FW: We have moved (a.k.a. going to shift in 2 days time)

 

I am shifting this Sunday to unit 11-1. Alhamdulillah. God does all this for a reason. The rent is RM$50 cheaper and it is partly furnish with a new coat of paint. The owner so far is better than the ones we have now lah. I hope they will remain like this throughout my stay there la. They gave us the key yesterday even when we have not given them our payment yet. Enc Ramli said we can bank in by early June. The wife, Cikgu Asmida said she trusted us with the house and make the house like it belonged to us. Ya Allah.......thank you for helping my family. So tonite, we will wash the house before we do our solat sunnah there and move our things. I hope with the shifting, it will be a new beginning for us all over again.

 

Yesterday i impersonated as Kak Anim's attorney and my colleagues said I am good at it hahahahahaha. Kesian kak Anim. I had a bad feeling when i was in Spore. Coz the fella who is supposed to handle the bank draft kept on delaying the transfer of money. She did the negotiations with NIE for the gamelan instruments. She contacted her professor for a quotation. Her professor then passed the job to his brother in law, the person they entrust for many many years. So now after 3 months, Kak Anim didn't get a cent out of her SGD$6000. I called the professor yesterday and demanded the money. He said that his bil(brother in law )  had also ran with his SGD$10k. I told the professor that it was him who gave the trust to the bil and he has to take responsibility. At the same time, i told kak Anim to engage a lawyer and speak to uncle Sam(Aunt Devi's hubby). He helped out with Helmi's case before this and I am sure he could lend a hand for this too.

 

I hope kak Anim could get at least half of the amount because it is her hard earned money. Now i told her to learn this hard lesson. Tomorrow she is leaving for Batam to lodge a police report....... 

 

What a luck !!!! 

 

Ya Allah.....you hear and you see and you know what will happen next. Please help my sister as she is in deep pain right now and she is unwell. Please help her and get justice done to the dishonest  person who is also your  ummah.....Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin ...... 

 

 

So Carrie Underwood is next after Fantasia....

SHE IS SWEET, SHE IS POWERFUL, SHE WON!!!!!